I know that I am the only who can decide what will ultimately make ME happy, but given the advice I got from friends and family I need an outside soruce of recommendation.So here's the story:I've been with my current boyfriend for 6 years. We have a 3 year old son together, are renting a house from my family, and are both working hard to make something of ourselves, as we are not wealthy indiviuals.I started dating him when I was 17. He at the time was 20. In that time we have changed very much and in my opinion have grown apart. We have nothing in common it would appear. He isn't my ideal boyfriend. Honestly, not even my particular preference when it comes to who I'd generally be attracted to.I love and care about him very much, and don't want him to hurt. So, we have been holding on trying to make things work, especially for our son. We have both cheated and lied and done all types of deceitful things to eachother through the years, but stuck through it.......Recently, I fell into a job and have become attracted to this successful man at my work. We have been dating weekly for the past 4 months. I think I may be falling for him.I was content with my life, not fully happy, but content, and now that I've experienced this geuine relationship. I'm torn between a new unknown terroitory or my comfortable past. If we break up I could jeopardize my whole living situation and more as I can't do it on my own. I know this new guy cares, what do I do?Thing is, he proposed to me on my recent return from a trip,and he doesnt see things the way I do, he wants to give it one mroe shot, once more. I feel so rottne I cant even look at him, How should I break it off?