5 years ago a girl I was living with kissed me - we hardly knew each other and were chilling in my room. I stopped her but then we talked and we got together - it was great. Thing is I'm female too. Now I ended it with her when I moved out as things just got too confusing for me and I broke her heart. Ignored her etc. She got with other guys and is currently in a relationship which has lasted over a year. 2-3 years ago I contacted her to give it another go but found out she was with someone so kept my feelings inside and didnt say anything but gave her relationship advice instead. It hurt but I deserved it. She forgave me. I was in love with her. Now me and her have become best friends. I got with another girl who I've been with for about 3 yrs&learnt to love her too but shes ended it with me coz she cant come out about loving me and doesnt want to hurt family. I understand and dont hold it against her - its society. I've never gotten over the first girl.Now my best guy mate has...